Hot or not

Ok, so last night was the Barrister's Ball, affectionately known as "Law Prom" and I bought a great dress a few weeks ago just for the occasion. By last night, it was already too big in the top, but the rest fit well so I worked it.

I rarely wear such form-fitting clothes, but the gays in my life approved and said I looked hot.

I look at this picture and see good and bad. I don't really know what my body shape was prior to losing almost 20 pounds (because I never wore such form-fitting clothes). But I know I like what's going on with my waist and my collar bones, however, I can't stop staring at my gargantuan calves and thighs!

I really understand a lot more about the mentality of anorexics who, weighing 80 pounds, still look in the mirror and see themselves as "fat." It's happening so gradually that I am not necessarily taking note of all the progress - I just see the stuff I still want to change.

I need to take some "Biggest Loser" photos. I need to put on the black sports bra and leggings and take an honest photo of what's going on with my body. That way I have something to compare myself to as I continue this path. I probably won't post it until the end, but it will be good to have.